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I haven’t had the chance to blog lately… I really can’t say it was only by circumstance but somehow, a whole lot of things… physically and emotionally, have somehow contributed to my lack of enthusiasm in blogging the past weeks.
Not to mention that I totally lost my voice 2 Sundays ago right after Community Mass. I was part of the music ministry that performed the church songs during that event. And my throat bled right before we started. Soon after, as the final bar of the closing song was winding up, I realized that my vocal chords had started giving up on me…!
Praise God it didn’t happen DURING service. Whew!
By evening, I was voiceless… it was frustratingly funny. Frustrating for me… funny for those who could hear me struggle to barely let out a sound. It’s been about 2 weeks already since I lost my voice and I’m still on the path to recovery.
My doctor told me it was a severe case of Pharyngitis. The nasal drip caused by congenital nose problem (yes, the bridge of my nose is bent to the left obstructing air passage on my left nostril), has finally irritated my vocal chords to the point of acute swelling and bleeding. Sounds bad, huh?
I am currently taking medication combined with steroids and a nasal spray that’s supposed to alleviate the pain and irritation. I was advised to stay away from dust and possible sources of allergy.
But just what is PHARYNGITIS exactly? According to the website it’s as follows:
Pharyngitis is commonly referred to as a sore throat. It is a very common ailment that may signal a multitude of other possible illnesses. Strep throat, the common cold, ear infections, and many respiratory illnesses all tend to begin with discomfort in the throat, which we call a sore throat.
Pharyngitis is not a disease, but a symptom of another problem within the body. It can be tremendously uncomfortable, and can be difficult to deal with during an average day. Many over the counter treatments may help to alleviate the symptom, but ultimately the patient should seek to find the cause of the symptom and then proceed from there.
If the cause is a bacterial infection, which happens only a small percent, then an antibiotic will help alleviate the discomfort and the cause. However, in most cases, a virus is to blame which renders the antibiotic useless.
Rarely does pharyngitis occur as the only symptom. Other symptoms either accompany a sore throat or are soon to follow. Symptoms such as fever, cough, runny nose, headaches, and fatigue often indicate the common cold or the flu.
Because of this, I missed one Wednesday of Elim, Rosario (A place we go to on a weekly basis to serve and hold praise and worship gatherings for our dwellers there). But I’ve been serving again… I’ve bounced back to my old routine… I’ve even managed to get back to singing during team revival and was even able to sing during our recent Couples Time Out Gathering last Friday.
My voice (and throat) isn’t back a 100% yet but I’m getting better. Praise God.
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It’s such a pity to see people enslaved by their own insatiable love for money… the end all and be all of a good number of people I know.
I, myself, was brought up in an environment that believed that “money is king”… my old life was an endless pursuit of worldly wealth. It was all that mattered. It was everything to anyone I ever met within my own sphere. My lifestyle revolved around this vicious cycle of work-pay-splurge-work. It seemed great… or so I thought.
Looking back now, I realize that even though a huge part of my youth believed that money could fill the void inside me, the emptiness was just too much to satisfy. It was merely temporary comfort for the vast vacuum in my life.
It’s true… what you gain materially pales in comparison with what can be obtained through spiritual sustenance. An individual who truly knows God, loves God. And a person that loves God, needs nothing else but God.
And needing nothing else but the Lord leads to less disappointments, and loosens one’s grip on worldly expectations. Letting go of worldly expectations detaches you from the material…
Greed is “lust”… lust for money… and lust is never satisfied. That being the case, how can a person filled with greed, which is never content with anything, ever be happy?
You can acquire all the riches in the world and still feel empty. Your life will never be truly filled until you have surrendered everything to the Lord…
Ironic isn’t it? To be filled, you have to surrender everything… to empty yourself. The same way the Lord teaches that in order to be forgiven, you yourself have to forgive… that you should love your enemies, not just your friends. But it’s true. These are God’s divine ways… and His ways never fail nor do they ever disappoint.
All you have to do is to trust, believe and have faith that the Lord is ALL you need. Receive Him and let Him do wonders in your life… wonders that money and wealth can never be able to buy or measure up to.
What profit is there for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? -Mark 8:36